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HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE
<3 <3 <3
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[02 Oct 2003|06:35pm] |
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Guess who got a Livejournal? Yup I did. so here's the linx if anyone gives a shit.
www.livejournal.com/users/letsjazzbaby Later guys.
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| arrrrrrrrag!!!!! |
[29 Sep 2003|10:17pm] |
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I had a huge headache. but Ian made it go away. hehe. Cookie came over all drunk, it was great. me and Ian were laying in my bed and shes like.. wad up! it was really funny. she made my day! and so did ian. Thank you both <3
Waited for Mikes call, never got it. But I am sure it will come tomorrow.. or I am hoping. ahh, I want to smoke tomorrow but i got a orthodontist appointment and me walking in all high wouldn't be too great! haha.
Talked to zack.. can't believer what he told me! Grr, thats why you see my entry. I am sorry for that, but you know! I really hope she dies or something. Like all her hair falls out and shes all nasty looking and no one will want her! and I know I wont...or i hope.. I'm sad and lame like that! but gaahhhhh! shes so fucking dumb and Zack asked me if she was still dating ryan? Um, what the fuck?! does she not give two shits about the guy whos in fucking jail for her? i am so done with her! D. O. N. E! And i wish people would stop telling me they miss her, because frankly, they SHOULDN'T.
4 days left. Yay! PAAAAR-TAY!
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| grrr, i hate stupid girls! |
[29 Sep 2003|10:04pm] |
Your a fucking stupid bitch..
god, I hate you. Go die!
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| Their life is better than yours. |
[28 Sep 2003|10:27pm] |
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This weekend kicked ass.
First, Saturday Jessers called me up and we made plans to hang out. We left and did our thang around 1:30ish. Then we came back to my house and hung out for a little while, and we went to some other places with mom. We got home around 4:30 and I went online to talk to Chara, and I told her I'd be over at 5. And I ended up getting there around 5:30 and then when I got there everyone was pretty buzzed and so they were making drinks for me. Everyone including: Chara Amy Nadz and Autumn. So I chased taqela(sp) with coke and then vodka with coke and then we smoked out. We used my piece. Ohh yea, I felt kool. and so after that we were desciding if we wanted to go to this guy Dans party and we finally were all like ok because there was gunna be free alcohol and so we got there and drank a lot of shit that tasted like shit and then we desided it was boring and Nadz was like passing out so, we left. and Charas mom picked us up and I had to sit on Amys lap and i was like omg! a sun ruff! lol I was so gone. And we got back to Charas and we went to the pool to do whatever and Dennis and Colby were all drunk and Dennis was like hitting on me and telling me I was extreamly hot and all this crap, I was just like.. ahhhh!!! and I met this guy named Jermy and his friends Tyler and Kyle. Pretty kool kids. My age. I thought they were older. And they said I had a body of a cheerleader! i was like wtf! ahhh, it was horrible. So after that we all had screw drivers with charas mom. haha it was pretty kool. after we drank some more I got a cig from amy for chara and I but she didn't want it anymore so I smoked the ciggerret to myself. how bad is that?? came home around 11 and talked to Ian and then passed out.
Today Jessers came over again and she hung out with my mom pretty much all day. haha. But whatever I felt like shit haft the day. But over all we had fun. I was glad to spend time with her. We need to do that more! anyways, i'm so outta here and in my bed! where Ian WONT be! DAMNIT
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[28 Sep 2003|11:02am] |
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10 bands I've been listening to lately
1- Adicts
2- Le shok
3- Rolling stones
4- Conflict
5- Queen
6- Sleater Kinney
7- heavens to betsy
8- sublime.. last night.. hahaha I love you amy.
9- crass
10- umm.. B52s
09 things I look forward to
1- Next friday.. October 3rd. MIKE GETS OUT!!!
2- seeing Ian
3- talking to Ian
4- smoking out with chris
5- seeing Ian
6- listening to good music
7- hanging out with my jessers
8- jessers feeling better
9- talking to chara
8 things I like to wear
1- my exploited tee shirt
2- my holes belt
3- all my jeans
4- skirts
5- grandma shoes, all my shoes
6- jackets, jackets, jackets! hahaha
7- eyeliner
8- purses
07 things that annoy me
1- pretty people
2- people skinnier than me
3- liars
4- school
5- my mom at times haha
6- my cat
7- my jealousy
06 [wild card] Things I love
1- My jessers
2- Ian
3- my sister
4- Weed
5- alcohol
6- food
05 things I do everyday
1- listen to good music
2- Ian, haha
3- eat
4- go on the computer
5- smoke
04 people I want to spend more time with
1- Ian
2- Jessers
3- Jey :(
4- chara
03 Movies I could watch over and over again
1- Lion King
2- Romper Stomper
3- What about Bob
2 of my favorite songs at the moment
1- Adicts- Lets go
2- Rolling stones- Emotional Rescue
1 thing I'd rather be doing
1- theres a lot I would rather be doing.. but honesly, smoking weed with chris or shopping with my mum and Jessers. haha.
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[28 Sep 2003|10:32am] |
Bound to say something, eyes closed,
It's cold, and I'm home
I feel like nothing again
Pretending not to care, but I care!
And I care, don't say another word!
Our time was worthless, but I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
Held each other, held hands,
Held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Just what I've been going through,
More nights of hugging my pillow, oh
Replaying memories
Sing this song for me;
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already, goodbye to you
Time was worthless, but I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
Held each other, held hands,
held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Sing this song for me;
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already, goodbye to you
the last goodbye I'll ever say to you
And I tried so hard,
And I've done my part,
And not to mention most of all of yours
Try and feel,
Try and listen,
Try and think of what you're missing,
Try to look into my eyes.
TRY
Goodbye
Sing this song for me
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already
Goodbye to you
The last goodbye I'll ever say to you
Replaying memories
You'll never leave my side
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| I always meant to hurt you |
[28 Sep 2003|10:28am] |
Here.. I got some songs for you. I hope you enjoy them.. I surely did.
blind to the answers, find yourself,
walk for the moment, find the reason in yourself,
theres a reason for you and i,
take this time to find a meaning,
a reason to sit back and measure the worst 6 years of my life,
waiting for your legs to close on my best friends,
last night i saw your life flash before my eyes,
why did i laugh so hard baby?
(you won't be back and i'm still laughing)
i never meant to hurt you (but i did)
i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
i'll never hurt you again,
take this time to find your tongue,
a sorry excuse to stop your lies,
the best 30 seconds of my life,
my angel take your pills,
my angel i sold your ring,
and now you're speechless
and i can't stop laughing,
i didnt want it this way,
i hope you're happy where you are
and i'm glad to say i put you there,
who's the one that's laughing now,
i'm the one who's laughing now
(now theres nothing left to say
i hope you're feeling my embrace, and i can't sleep)
you should have left me sleeping,
you should have let me sleep...
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[26 Sep 2003|11:31pm] |
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I got an Adicts patch! wooo. I'm gunna sew that on some where. Don't know where yet though!
Today was a good day. Glad it's the weekend, only I have no plans for it. Pretty sad, huh? Shows how much of a life I DON'T have. heh.
Ian came over today. I also drugged Joob up with a bunch of pills. She's got a cold. My poor poor Jessers<3! I hope you feel better sweety! anyways, after she left and i have her the pills, me and Ian just hung out in my room. It was fun! Hahaha. Wasn't it Ian? Hah. When he left, mom took me out and I got a new pair of sunglasses, their bright yellow. They remind me of Joob, so I got them. And I was looking and I found a bright orange jacket. It was really cute. But for some reason, I just didn;t want it. So I didn;t get it ((obviosuly)) But I kind of regret it, and then I don't. I have Gen's sunglasses. I have so many pairs of sunglasses right now! I think i have like.. 5 pairs. and 2 aren't even mine! It's hot in this room.. ugh.. I feel sick. But i'm gunna go awww, look..
HyperMouzy1214: i never forget about randi
I love you Mick! Hahaha. <3
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[25 Sep 2003|09:42pm] |
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Today was a good day. I Love my Ianolen <3. The only part that really sucked was when I was coming home from school and I felt sick to my stomach. It.was.so.bad. I smoked out with Chris and then me and Ian hung out. It.was.fun.fun.
( Suck My Left One )
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